Just-when-I-think-I-am-beautiful-moment #1

 I just finished washing my face,combing my hair (a lil' bit) and brushing my teeth. I feel so refreshed,so clean and .....

so 

BEAUTIFUL! =p

To confirm my very hilarious ASSUMPTION , I checked .....no SCANNED my self in the mirror.

And I found out that

I AM REALLY BEAUTIFUL!   =p =P =p

Whoaah.....I can't believe it,  no trace of oil, a clearer face though there are still acnes but at least my face looks clean!

I stared at the mirror a litlle longer just to be sure.
hmmmmmmmm.......

Now, I therefore conclude that I am not ugly!     <I'll get goosebumps if I say I'm beautiful>

And now , I am ready to go out and watch our sari-sari Store.

<Trivia- A Sari-Sari store is a very common type of store (which I think could only be found) in the Philippines. It sells almost anything from beverages,candies,junk foods,can goods,drinks,school supplies and many more. It resembles a grocery store but it is a lot smaller and people aren't allowed to go inside the store. They buy goods and recieved them through a window.>
I'm in a good mood. LAallalala LALALA
After a few more steps,I will be reaching my destination.

*step*Step*step*

Oh!!! We have so many costumers! HAndsome costumers to be exact! Ayiiiiiieeeeee

So I rushed in to get their attention, ooppss I mean their orders. 
One handsome guy whom I think on his early 20's smiled at me and
and
my
intetines got TANGLED!
I can even feel my dandruffs are tickling me now.
WHAT A KILLER SMILE!
<inhailllll, inhell, inhale, eXHALE>
iM BACK TO REALITY.
" Wha...what do you want?"I almost stutterd. Good.


"Magkano
ang
mineral
water
niyo
TE?"

TE? TE?

Did he just called me TE? Do you know what "TE" means? It mean Auntie in english!

yucccckkkkkk!!!!!

EXCUSE ME!
IM JUST 17 ,,..... 17 UNDERSTAND?
HE IS WAAAAY OLDER THAN ME AND
YET HE IS CALLING ME AUNTIE?

shit
~_~
shhit
T___T
Actually, Im so USED to being called auntie. I have been mistaken to be on my 30's many time, more than you could possibly imagine.Believe it or not, Im telling the TRUTH! There was even one time when a pregnant women called me auntie! And people always thought that I am my FATHER's SISTER.        T...T
Anyway, though I'm so used to it and I have already accepted the fact...... (the fUCK!).....
...the fact that I AM CRITICALLY UGLY, this situations never  failed  to
                                                 
                                                                             HURT me. 

The only  thing that I have learned to do, was to teach my heart to be hurt  for SECONDS.

This case is different.

I can't stop my heart from hurting any longer. I am not emo you know.

It is just  because.....

...it always HURT ME MORE 
when 

things like this,

happens
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JUST WHEN I THINK I AM BEAUTIFUL!